Amazing...frustration at its peak....

How more can frustration get……………
How is it that that word combines a lot of what we feel
At present I am feeling pretty lousy so I guess that is being seen in the prose…..
I guess no … no … I am sure we are foolish or rather I am definitely foolish…….
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I am feeling pretty lousy but yet I can smile wryly though

Why did we come packaged with the thought that we should work efficiently
Work in such a way so as to motivate ourselves …
Work to sum way satisfy the craving (if at all) we have for work……
Be dependable...
Be unbiased in terms of work…
Grab the work in such a way as though we have never worked earlier…..

Work with no motivation ….
Work with absolutely no way to do justice
Work that just zappps urself…..

It is that or the fact that I am foolish…..

Why is it ingrained that we should work for our satisfaction not for showing others?
Why is it ingrained that we should be foolish to work in this way that we get satisfaction though not the money?

My vocabulary is falling short I guess…..
I want the frustration to create a literary master piece and nonsense it is as terrible as ever…..

Feel even worse at having spoken my mind to sumone.

Feel frustrated yaar….. and I guess wonder why did I ever start wrking first place….

I should have stayed at home….
Gone to sum call center (our timings are like that only)

Still the same ingrained feeling that you did engineering to go there????
Why why ???

Or gr8 should have gone into Home Science or sumthing….
Atleast I would be good with belan…..
Or better should have studied till 12th only….
Would have got some work to do with hands that could do justice to the ingrained notions above….
Should have started sum gardening or pottery or sumthing….


Best should have done sum sewing or knitting
Gr8 amazing way to work…..

I guess I am really irritated that the thoughts i had never thought are just coming…..
I think I should seriously contemplate on the above……
Not too late I guess…….
Just wasted 2 years in Junior college and another 4 years in Engg… and greater part of two years working with all the motivation that now I have just none.

Absolutely great way to spend wallowing in Frustration at the start of the week…..

AMAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZING

Hehehhehehehehe ( imagine ZEE HORROR SHOW laugh )